Thirsters host Dr. Art Kohn, peppered his presentation with modest caveats, reminding us he was learning more than teaching about his topic. However, with memories of his visit to Havana still vivid, he was up for giving us his eye-witness account. The interest level was high with many attending, including Jonathan Potkin.
Friday, February 20, 2026
A Thirster in Cuba
Thirsters host Dr. Art Kohn, peppered his presentation with modest caveats, reminding us he was learning more than teaching about his topic. However, with memories of his visit to Havana still vivid, he was up for giving us his eye-witness account. The interest level was high with many attending, including Jonathan Potkin.
Wednesday, February 18, 2026
Marking Time
I might write a movie review for The Apostle, a Robert Duvall film. Rosalie mentioned liking it. I grabbed a copy from Movie Madness around the time news of Duvall’s death was percolating through social media. He plays a preacher really not well suited for anything else, except fixing cars.
There’s a pall across the land, a sense of deadness, as people come to grips with (a) having no leadership and (b) the prospect of an all-out brawl in the Middle East for no coherent reason other than tempers are running high. No cold calculations suggest spazzing out would be productive, but who coldly calculates anymore?
I woke up feeling a bit on the woozy side, and I’m not blaming Duvall. Even this many hours later, I don’t think I’m at 100%. Something I ate maybe; either the oyster stew or the juicer carrots.
Is this just a boring journal, like a diary, where I write about diet and flatulence (thinking of Darwin, sorry)? I’d say it’s not just that, but I do want to keep it quirkily individual, clearly written by a human and not some bot. It’s getting hard to tell anymore.
My line on AI is that “artificial intelligence” has always been with us. You’ll get that from other thinkers besides me. Improved intelligence is a direction, and means a lot of things, where “artificial” or “phony” is the other direction, pretending we have just the two (an oversimplification in other words).
More sense vs less sense: as much as some are concentrating and curating sense, so are others maybe squandering it, and maybe that’s fine.
Housecleaning matters. Old, obsolete belief systems needn’t be kept “alive” on life support. There comes a point where suspending disbelief becomes impossible. Beliefs can’t be forced, which is why we have the words “persuaded” and “convinced”. Sure, one might feign beliefs, to get ahead in the party, but if they feel forced upon one, or from one, then they’re experienced as inauthentic, insincere, and therefore prone to crumble, dust to dust.
The veggie heads (those with no brains left, heads stuffed with straw, alas) tend to stumble towards war in hopes of that making more sense somehow. They’re drawn to the flames by their sense of what’s needed: more intel.
The zombie trope is likewise nothing new. In a way, we’re all on the same page.
Tuesday, February 10, 2026
Acting Locally
This journal entry will focus on mundane matters of immediate circumstance, such as the loud noises from the construction site, which set Ruby aquiver, and an ask to be held in her guardian’s arms, Mazur, visiting from out-of-state (more northward in Cascadia).
Thursday, February 05, 2026
The Videodrome (movie review)
You might imagine I’d seen this by now, or at least heard of it. Why? Because I extol eXistenZ, another Crononberg film that came out around the same time as The Matrix, and received less notice.
Coming from that background, of having seen eXistenZ more than once, you’ll appreciate how much I found The Videodrome (another “The” movie, like a noir) to be its precursor.
I’m sure critics have already gone to town with the observation, cashed it in so to speak, but to me, a recent initiate, it’s all new. I haven’t read what the critics say nor consulted Perplexity regarding this film. I was blindsided, as they say.
The Criterion Collection 2nd disc (this was from MMU) contains a lengthy (23 min) panel discussion in which Cronenberg and a couple other directors have a moderated panel discussion of the MAA’s movie rating system: G, PG, R, and X. Quite a bit has changed since then.
Cronenberg, from Canada, with even harsher UK-based censorship, was pushing for a rating between PG and R (right?) and since then we’ve seen TV14 appear. Also, X is now MA (Mature Audiences).
The Videodrome is talking about viewer-voyeurism, how the observer is drawn in, in this case Civic TV, a “small station” i.e. literally a “little me everyone” (meaning “Everyman” in the language of Chaucer — in the namespace of learning about Chaucer & Co. in a school setting, I shoulda said).
Everyman can’t take his eyes away from the public hanging or guillotine extravaganza or whatever it is, and this satellite TV show outta Malaysia (not slander, no worries — later Pittsburgh is revealed to be the true source (a spoiler)) is gonna be a likely hit on Civic TV, which specializes in the lurid tabloid stuff that makes money on Times Square (which has done much to clean up its image of late).
I loved the “subterranean lady” character, who still makes old-fashioned X-rated stuff, almost Victorian peep show in its naïveté. Civic TV wants more raw violence, forget the sex stuff. American Psycho might be just around the corner, stealing market share. I’d been on a Christian Bale kick earlier.
Why I liked watching this movie in the sequence I’ve been following, meaning earlier noirs (The Glass Key and The Hidden Room most recently), is partly the sense of continuity I experienced.
The viewer-voyeur (the average tax-paying voter) is being taken by the TV into the smarmy underground of hinted-at perversions and occult rituals, very Epstein. Telegenic televangelists rule somehow, in this newly emergent Donahue-Oprah world, where we get more of a look at everywoman (Everyman is all-genders, partly why he went out of style, for sounding too gender-definitive).
I can hear the lawyers now (figuratively, not “voices” no): ear piercing is the everyday business of cosmetology shops the world over, so trying to sexualize the process in erotic comedy (a serious scene judging by lighting) won’t get us an X, how could it? We’re not showing more than you’d see at an everyday tattoo parlor (sorry, body art shop).
The rules are clear (but they’re not, that’s the whole fun of it if you’re making horror films).
The lawyers are doing a lot of such thinking actually: acted-out violence for real crosses a line that grainy documentary-style violence allows, and considers important for propaganda purposes, the MAA allows it; so keep all the worst violence on television, and have viewers viewing it for context.
And when real blood and guts are involved (another line crossed?), have it all pour directly from a television, like in that Frank Zappa number. Use actual sheep guts (I thought the other guy said pig).
When we get to the ear piercing, we’re talking of-age, consenting adults, obviously, so that part is PG. Teens get their ears pierced all the time.
I’m reminded of Victorian times when, they say, curvaceous pianos needed ankle covers because Everyman was trying to stay focused and didn’t need the piano writhing like some TV console, in sexual ecstasy or whatever it was, especially during a concert with polite company present. Hallucinations might mean brain tumor, as we all know. So cover up those piano ankles already.The “eye of the beholder” is hard to capture, as it’s the one doing the beholding, but this film does a good job. It makes Mr. Civic TV be an alert, intelligent businessman, someone women find attractive. Everyman can identify. He’s like a Neo. The well-worn formulae remain intact and the movie makes money at the box office, as it’s supposed to.
Monday, February 02, 2026
Wednesday, January 28, 2026
Greetings from CrowTown
Greetings from CrowTown y'all. I'm reminded this morning, as I've been sharing with friends, of Jim & Patty, valued Portland business owners who've shared many fun chapters with us, through their various enterprises. I often reminisce about All Y'All, the E Broadway smoked meats restaurant with southern cooking (ocra, catfish, stuff like that).
What might've triggered my most recent recollections, actually I'm sure of it, was having pointed out to me a property in the Pearl explicitly named Jim and Patty's by Jim and Patty. Well before that, they had shops all over town branded Coffee People, with clever marketing. Portlanders flocked to the place. We had one in our neighborhood here on Hawthorne. That property has since morphed into a series of excellent restaurants, another one on the way.
During a Wanderers meetup a long ways back, we got a report from one of those Shark Tank events wherein would be entrepreneurs would pitch their plans to would be venture capitalists (VCs), and we learned not just one of the business plans featured technology focused on seniors, improving life quality for older folks. For example: how to combat early onset senility, or any kind of senility? Proposal: pepper life with fun little puzzles, like if you wanna open this fridge, do this cryptogram in your head right now, or starve, only $10.99 a month.
So do I have onset issues at 67? It pays to remember we're all born extremely senile, although that's not the word for it. "Incompetent" would be considered mean also. So when I can't remember how a certain digit sequence maps to something so obvious as a touchtone phone keyboard, I forgive myself for being like that today, because I've always been like that. I'm no superman, let's restate the obvious for the record.
I'd say on average I've been doing pretty well for my age group, in many ways thanks to a generous donor, a good friend, who gifted me with that gym-quality elliptical, a device I've used for many hours in past chapters, as a loyal gym member who took advantage of my privileges. I'd started working out at Princeton, taking their gym class more out of curiosity than anything. I came as an alien, ready to sample what "Ivy League" was supposed to mean. Would their gym class be any different? I'd say the coaches were quite good. All I was doing was working out recreationally, no team sports, no rowing or anything like that. I had no time for such commitments.
Then I got into running, after my hallway-based guidance counselor, an older student, a university-recognized position, pointed out I was gaining weight at a somewhat alarming rate (this would be me in my early 20s, having been thin enough through high school). Thanks to Roberto, I was out the window (literally, not the door) onto the adjacent golf course, running with a pack. Princeton Inn has been drastically remodeled and renamed since then, although its overhaul is nothing, compared to what they did to the dinky station (the dinky being our affectionate name for a shuttle train out to the main Amtrak line, twixt New York and Philadelphia).
Monday, January 26, 2026
Saturday, January 24, 2026
Monday, January 19, 2026
A Dreamy Day
So if I’m off the glucose meter for good eating habits, why am I drinking straight glucose, 8 grams per can? Subculture Ginger Beer. What a find. I’m talking about the can, but the content ain’t bad either. I might be a convert. It’s non-alcoholic, for those who don’t know.
Today was MLK Day, and I was exulting about cults in my journal entry, the day before, saying they (the subcultures) should showcase how to get along, echoing the Parliament of World Religions vibe (Cape Town, 1999, Urners present).
We all got along fine there, even if a few protestors sounded alarmed outside, suspicious that we weren’t at each others’ throats, like their role models.
My work as a World Game photographer took me to one of the protests, a smaller one as I’m boycotting the ICE part of town (no Old Spaghetti Factory for yours truly with gangs like that) and because my friends were among the organizers.
I’m talking about a tiny protest featuring die-hard oldsters, outside their campus, some of whom I know.
In the middle of it all, I bopped into Thai Kitchen, which I’d been curious about, for some Tom Yum. I had my man purse handy (as did one of the monks), and had the new bio of David Bowie along for bus reading. I plan to pass it along to fellow faculty (we have Bowie fans in our network, other dark stars).
My subculture is really into geometry, which explains a lot.
Mom and dad were living in Lesotho at the time (1999) and that’s where we went after the Parliament, experiencing New Years and the first day of 2000 in Maseru.
Dawn and I had flown with Tara from Miami and then Dawn went on by herself to Durban to experience a Dalai Lama training. She rejoined us at the home of the Deputy Defense Minister, a Friend (as in Quaker), formerly ANC: Nozizwe Madlala-Rutledge, also a family friend.
Saturday, January 17, 2026
Psychoanalyzing Pythonistas
By some principle or other, the computer languages one learns have a bleed-through effect on one’s psychology. Now that Python is so prevalent, we might as well study its effect on humans, psychologically, meaning psychoanalysis is apropos.
Implicitly, everything has a self in Python, because everything is an object and objects usually have a way to talk about themselves, to themselves, internally, by means of a “self” moniker (a placeholder, not a keyword). They don’t need the usual pronouns the way humans do, as they’re all “its” (keep it simple). We’re free to add attributes (such as gender), either to the “private bag” (self.__dict__) or to the type itself (class.__dict__).
The self, however, is a clone or more accurately “an instantiation” of some “archetype” (we just say “type” in software engineering), so that when we know the type or types of something (multiple inheritance is allowed), we already have a good idea of how it behaves.
The duck type objects all behave like ducks and so on.
What we learn about these selves is they depend on others to keep them alive. If no other needs them (by keeping at least a token, soft linking somehow) then why waste memory on entities no one will resurrect? That’s when garbage collection kicks in, when a self’s reference count reaches zero.
This “self only because of others” philosophy is very consistent with the Buddhist model, so lets say Python, in terms of psychology, qualifies as Zen-like, Zen being a psych discipline, a technology, not a belief system in the Protestant sense, unless we count Quakers as Protestants.
This type of psychoanalysis will only flower if other languages are subjected to the same treatment, and insights are gleaned.
Java and Python are close relatives, however the former has placeholder APIs called interfaces when multiple inheritance is called for. In general, Java is a more bureaucratically well-endowed language, not as spare or sparse as the original Python, which is advancing faster in terms of 3rd party packages than in its core grammar, which has more or less settled down (more than JavaScript’s, although maybe JS is finally seeing its end-of-tunnel light?).
In 3rd party world (beyond the Standard Library), Python has a reputation for being general and all-purpose and therefore suitable for web development and data science, astronomy, molecular biology, artificial intelligence (ala natural language processing) and so on.
What the Pythonista brings to each discipline is a common mindset, based on these entity-selves of various types, keeping each other alive as long as there’s still work to be done.









